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2023.03.21 00:51 Mamz02 I don't have the verse "Matthew 17:21" in my new bible.
I bought a new bible this week.
This new bible helps me study, take notes and there is even an app linked to help us, page by page, understand each verse in depth.
I am really happy!! I've always wanted to read the bible, but always had lots of different excuses. So I finally found a "book" that brought together what I love: a kind of Scrapbooking-ish bible.
Recently, I came across a video explaining that many bibles do not have the verse "Matthew 17:21" which reads as follows: But this kind of demon only comes out through prayer and fasting.
A really short sentence that speaks really LOUD..!
Why was this verse removed?
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This new bible helps me study, take notes and there is even an app linked to help us, page by page, understand each verse in depth.
I am really happy!! I've always wanted to read the bible, but always had lots of different excuses. So I finally found a "book" that brought together what I love: a kind of Scrapbooking-ish bible.
Recently, I came across a video explaining that many bibles do not have the verse "Matthew 17:21" which reads as follows: But this kind of demon only comes out through prayer and fasting.
A really short sentence that speaks really LOUD..!
Why was this verse removed?
2023.03.21 00:50 Azucar934 1 year of being together, i can't express the amount of happiness i get every time i visit her, i've been working out just to look good for her, she is the reason i wake up every morning, she is the one that made me feel loved, we even wear matching rings, i love you Monika and always will đź’š đź’š đź’š
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2023.03.21 00:50 KimmieBotGPT Good morning! How are you today?! đź’Š
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2023.03.21 00:48 daphnie816 Intermittent Fasting Having No Effect After Months?
I learned about the 16:8 version of intermittent fasting in November. I was already nearly there unintentionally by not eating breakfast for years. It wasn't hard for me to stop eating earlier at night and wait an extra hour in the morning.
However, I wasn't seeing any changes after two months and decided to push it up to an 18:6 fasting schedule.
In the last six months, my weight has actually gone up 5 or 10 pounds, as noticed when I go to the doctor for check-ups. I don't use a scale at home because of a past ED. I measure myself every week for the last two months, and haven't had any size changes in that time.
I usually make my own meals at home, and eat very little processed food. I have a physically active job, but do not otherwise work out. Because of this job, I can't go a whole day without eating while at work. I drink at least 90oz of water a day.
Also to note, I started testosterone hormone therapy two months ago, and my appetite has increased noticeably.
I'd like to lose 25 or 30 pounds, as that would still be in a healthy weight range for me. If not by weight, I'd like to lose at least 6 or 8 inches off my waistline. But I don't want to fall back into destructive eating and exercise routines that took me years to get out of. I thought intermittent fasting was a good compromise, but it doesn't seem to be doing anything.
Any advice?
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However, I wasn't seeing any changes after two months and decided to push it up to an 18:6 fasting schedule.
In the last six months, my weight has actually gone up 5 or 10 pounds, as noticed when I go to the doctor for check-ups. I don't use a scale at home because of a past ED. I measure myself every week for the last two months, and haven't had any size changes in that time.
I usually make my own meals at home, and eat very little processed food. I have a physically active job, but do not otherwise work out. Because of this job, I can't go a whole day without eating while at work. I drink at least 90oz of water a day.
Also to note, I started testosterone hormone therapy two months ago, and my appetite has increased noticeably.
I'd like to lose 25 or 30 pounds, as that would still be in a healthy weight range for me. If not by weight, I'd like to lose at least 6 or 8 inches off my waistline. But I don't want to fall back into destructive eating and exercise routines that took me years to get out of. I thought intermittent fasting was a good compromise, but it doesn't seem to be doing anything.
Any advice?
2023.03.21 00:47 KimmieBotGPT good morning
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2023.03.21 00:47 ammykmaan NCLEX - passed in 75 - FIRST ATTEMPT, here's what i did !
i am posting here as i promised myself that i will come back here and post if i got through my NCLEX.
i remember my NCLEX days cuz i use to come here on reddit and read about nclex to get honest reviews. some of them would calm my anxiety. i hope if you are reading this, it will calm you down too. so i will start by explaining that the NCLEX is not that hard, honestly its not. it is just the name - NCLEX - BOARD EXAM, that makes you nervous. it was way easier then what i thought it would be. People say nclex have questions and topics you never heard of - THATS COMPLETELY WRONG. it is your syllabus. NCLEX comes from what you studied in your degree.
Literally if you see something on NCLEX, you will know it because it is part of your curriculum. NCLEX format is super easy to understand like if you will read the question once, you don't have to read it again. It is that simple. questions are not at all tricky whereas the answers might be a little BIT challenging but not that much. and the format of nclex is just like archer review.
-- i prepared for the NCLEX for about a month and half. I started by watching videos of simple nursing by nurse mike. then i bought both uworld and archer review. i started pracitising both apps sideways- 75 questions from each app- one set in the morning and one in the evening. i started from low in readiness assessment to 30% in uworld. it would make me so upset but then i read on reddit that it can start from there so i kept going and my % started improving. i would read rationals from both archer and uworld. and also % in UWORLD doesnt matter, just learn from the content and rationales and after a month i started getting high in assessments in archer and got high in UWORLD self assessment. That build my confidence a bit. then i also listened to MARK K- all lectures and made notes of my own ( this really helps). Also my other source was NCLEX HIGH YEILD- by Dr.Zee. i would listen to him while in gym or driving- his main videos about the method.
at the end i was only doing 75 questions a day. and i felt prepared so i booked my exam and went for it. i was anxious but when i sat there i felt so calm because it is your syllabus what you studied. it was over in 75 questions. and i got my licence posted the next day on BRN.
SO yeah it was my story. even if one person is reading this, i hope it helped you in some way. GOOD LUCK!
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i remember my NCLEX days cuz i use to come here on reddit and read about nclex to get honest reviews. some of them would calm my anxiety. i hope if you are reading this, it will calm you down too. so i will start by explaining that the NCLEX is not that hard, honestly its not. it is just the name - NCLEX - BOARD EXAM, that makes you nervous. it was way easier then what i thought it would be. People say nclex have questions and topics you never heard of - THATS COMPLETELY WRONG. it is your syllabus. NCLEX comes from what you studied in your degree.
Literally if you see something on NCLEX, you will know it because it is part of your curriculum. NCLEX format is super easy to understand like if you will read the question once, you don't have to read it again. It is that simple. questions are not at all tricky whereas the answers might be a little BIT challenging but not that much. and the format of nclex is just like archer review.
-- i prepared for the NCLEX for about a month and half. I started by watching videos of simple nursing by nurse mike. then i bought both uworld and archer review. i started pracitising both apps sideways- 75 questions from each app- one set in the morning and one in the evening. i started from low in readiness assessment to 30% in uworld. it would make me so upset but then i read on reddit that it can start from there so i kept going and my % started improving. i would read rationals from both archer and uworld. and also % in UWORLD doesnt matter, just learn from the content and rationales and after a month i started getting high in assessments in archer and got high in UWORLD self assessment. That build my confidence a bit. then i also listened to MARK K- all lectures and made notes of my own ( this really helps). Also my other source was NCLEX HIGH YEILD- by Dr.Zee. i would listen to him while in gym or driving- his main videos about the method.
at the end i was only doing 75 questions a day. and i felt prepared so i booked my exam and went for it. i was anxious but when i sat there i felt so calm because it is your syllabus what you studied. it was over in 75 questions. and i got my licence posted the next day on BRN.
SO yeah it was my story. even if one person is reading this, i hope it helped you in some way. GOOD LUCK!
2023.03.21 00:45 Ok_Introduction8891 We’ve moved out but can’t escape the wrath of needy MIL and FIL!
Husband and I moved out awhile ago, like 8 months ago awhile ago and his parents keep stopping by to drop stuff off every Monday and Friday like clockwork. At first it was for his mail, but now that he has forwarded his mail it’s literally their junk catalogs that they’re dropping off! They don’t knock on the door if they see just my car in the drive way but if my husbands cars are parked they’ll knock and want to hug and talk. MIL is off on Mondays and I work in office so I know that’s why she stops by that day. The issue is the last two weeks on the days I work from home, my husband will use my car so when they stop by and see my car is gone they ring the doorbell until I answer! I work in my back office and am constantly on work calls either presenting or sharing my screen with coworkers so this has just been the most annoying shit! Lately they’ve been dropping off a thrift papers that neither me or husband are subscribed too, and I know they ran out of reasons to stop by. I don’t want them stopping by my house all the time. My parents never do this so it’s just so bizarre to me and my parents even said they have no desire to visit all the time because IM AN ADULT. I work from home half the time and can’t just have his parents popping in. This last Friday I was in such a good work flow, catching up because I spent all week in office fixing everyone else’s problems and guess who shows up ;-; literally button mashed the doorbell
To add onto it, lately at family gatherings his mom just goes on about how much she misses him and will literally ask him to move back in. Multiple times she’ll repeat this. I just find it so rude. My parents think it’s weird and rude. His cousins think it’s weird and rude. Just be happy that your adult child is able to get married, move out and thrive without you like a normal fucking human and move on with your life. Fuck.
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To add onto it, lately at family gatherings his mom just goes on about how much she misses him and will literally ask him to move back in. Multiple times she’ll repeat this. I just find it so rude. My parents think it’s weird and rude. His cousins think it’s weird and rude. Just be happy that your adult child is able to get married, move out and thrive without you like a normal fucking human and move on with your life. Fuck.
2023.03.21 00:45 ObviouslyOblivious90 The Churro Truck đźšš Plays, Interviews and Dinner Parties with Colin Bridgerton
 | Hello, hello! submitted by ObviouslyOblivious90 to PolinBridgerton [link] [comments] I know we are all still finding it difficult to cope with the loss of our dear filming Crumbs. I for one am feeling particularly distraught at the thought of never again reading one of Coolbeans' Churro Crumbs posts (you can find the entire collection here, if you're feeling particularly nostalgic). We also presumably have quite the wait ahead of us as the wheels of post-production quietly turn along out of sight of out beady eyes. In order to break up the deathly silence, I thought I'd create a new recurring segment to sweep up any stray, if paltry, crumbs we may find along the way. It'll also be a place we can keep up with new projects and updates from our beloved Bridgerton cast as well as a way to collate QC news and promo. I'll probably post every fortnight or so (America, I hear you don't use the word fortnight? Is this true?) but we'll see how we get on. __ New Claudia Jessie interview to promote Bali 2002 Claudia was recently interviewed by the Evening Standard as part of press for her new project, 'Bali 2002.' It was an interesting and pretty in-depth feature which discussed Claudia's background, career and reflections on the entertainment industry. https://preview.redd.it/ny9jw7a6tyoa1.png?width=1024&format=png&auto=webp&s=bd3c217966e003d68392b155968137e78e1691e7 As you'd imagine, Eloise pops up quite a few times throughout the interview. Here's a couple of quotes for you: Despite the age gap between her and Eloise Bridgerton, there are similarities between the two. Each is an activist in their own way – Eloise becomes immersed in an early form of the women’s suffrage movement in Bridgerton season two and is largely painted as the show’s Jo March-esque feminist character; anti-marriage and pro-doing-her-own-thing, historical accuracy be damned.Claudia also discusses a modern-day Eloise, the quirks of playing a teenager and also addresses recent discussion around Bridgerton costuming. You can read the full interview here. Claudia was also interviewed on The One Show, specifically in relation to her work on Bali 2002. You can find that interview here. If you're interested in watching Bali 2002, UK viewers can catch the whole series now on ITVX. Australia, I understand the show aired over in your country at some point last year but I'm not sure if it's still available to watch anywhere! Bessie Carter's Instagram Live with Self Space On Thursday, Bessie Carter took part in a really fascinating IG live with Self Space (a mental health service) as part of their Deep & Meaningfuls series. Throughout the live, Bessie openly answered thought-provoking questions such as 'What makes you feel loved?', 'What have you survived?' and 'When are you hardest on yourself?' https://preview.redd.it/1q3zhbgmyyoa1.png?width=544&format=png&auto=webp&s=49aa3fa75ebb97403342dd02efef5f60782143f4 Of course, there was a Bridgerton question thrown into the mix as Bessie answered the question, 'If you were to write an episode for Prudence Featherington, what would happen and what would be the major drama?' 'It would be quite funny if, you know sometimes they have the cameras on dog collars when you follow a day in the life of a dog. [The camera would] just be really close to Prudence's eyes. Her sort of thing is that everything she wants sort of goes wrong and that's what's funny. It would be kind of amazing if you had a fairytale episode where everything actually went really, really right but then it cut to reality and she's actually now begging in the street. There'd be a split screen where she's running down the street as if she's Belle with a basket croissant but what's actually happening is she's been chucked out because she's so unagreeable.'You can watch the whole live here. Luke Thompson's new play begins previews Less than 24 hours after the S3 wrap part, Luke Thompson's new play A Little Life began previews at the Richmond Theatre. He's been a busy bee, folks! The play will transfer to the Harold Pinter Theatre later this week and will run there until 18th June. Due to record-breaking demand, an extension was also announced with the play moving to the Savoy Theatre in July for a final five-week run. As far as I know, Luke will stay with the show throughout it's extension which suggests it's unlikely S4 filming will fully kick off before then. https://preview.redd.it/d51kgw9j1zoa1.png?width=567&format=png&auto=webp&s=707bd88b61edd0bf1f4b9e0c0dc5a2a8948e8abf Luke also took part in this company discussion to promote the play. Tickets for A Little Life are notoriously tricky to get your hands on so I'd suggest signing up to the show's newsletter to be alerted about exclusive ticket releases (which is how I got my tickets). Once the show moves to the Harold Pinter Theatre, you can also try your luck at the daily lottery which will be run on the TodayTix app. (Anyone else getting horrific flashbacks to the Cock ticketing controversy from last year?) FYI on A Little Life: I would strongly recommend you read the show's content warnings before buying tickets. Hannah Dodd featured in Spring issue of Wonderland magazine Hannah was interviewed by Wonderland magazine as part of their latest issue and discussed 'bringing history to life, the flaws of the 19th century and living in the unknown.' Sadly, I don't have a spare £9.95 knocking around ready to spend on the full issue so I can't tell you anything else about what Hannah said on those topics. We do have the following quote, though: “I’m trying to plan my life as much as I can and just focusing on being more present and enjoying what I’m doing right now. I have to remind myself that there's more to come and I need to be grateful for what I already have and what I have done. So I think [acting] forces you, in a good way, into living that way”https://preview.redd.it/aois692h3zoa1.jpg?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=25fc2ad3f5394061f441159de510bb8f062905b8 You can find more photos from the shoot here and a link to buy the full issue here should you so wish. Nicola Coughlan celebrates St. Patrick's Day 🍀 Okay, this was already posted on the sub but I couldn't resist including this again. Friday 17th March marked St Patrick's Day and our beloved Nic naturally jumped in with the celebrations: https://preview.redd.it/trjnzxao4zoa1.png?width=352&format=png&auto=webp&s=8e7fa28a366b908370571377322e69c67a99864b https://preview.redd.it/tye8fqaq4zoa1.png?width=291&format=png&auto=webp&s=e0c52adaf456d203a8ab77b77e5f62158c3e980f Nicola Coughlan celebrates her first weekend off since January In an adorable IG story, Nic commemorated her first weekend off work since Season 3 resumed filming back in January. We had long suspected that the final few months of filming had frequently spilled into the weekends but Nic confirmed the poor cast and crew had been out there every single weekend. As Beans mentioned in her final crumbs post, production was often pulling six-day weeks. Hopefully they're all finally able to get some rest! https://preview.redd.it/fcuh3z905zoa1.png?width=300&format=png&auto=webp&s=5c9e0c4f4d2ad63ca611e5bedce87669e1eb2003 Simone Ashley attends Women's History Month brunch in Washington, D.C. On Saturday 18th March, Simone joined other female trailblazers at the Women's History Month brunch over in the States. Co-hosted by US Vice President Kamala Harris and Glamour magazine, the brunch focused on the economic empowerment of women. https://preview.redd.it/1nu7599p5zoa1.jpg?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=d2c3de8cb9ca9320cb7292e22a5200d5f14debb8 You can read more about the event and see more photos here. Queen Charlotte promo update Promotion for Queen Charlotte seems to finally be kicking off, with four new social media posts being made across the Bridgerton accounts in recent days. Meet Young Charlotte, Young George and Young Agatha! (And hello again to the version of the Queen we already know from the main show.) https://preview.redd.it/i3ysxpnb8zoa1.png?width=1205&format=png&auto=webp&s=9f74cef6a4f170649f62406228ddfa9972857594 It looks as though the cast have been pretty busy in recent days. India Amarteifio and Arsema Thomas took part in a panel discussion with Essence where they discussed the relationship between Charlotte and Agatha: I think one of the most amazing things about Danbury is that she sees Charlotte as almost a catalyst or an object that can be molded in order to make change. I can’t and Charlotte would never take full credit for how she turns out to be as a strong woman without the help of Danbury kind of giving her that power and making her realize her power. So it was in the writing but it was also just in understanding our characters and I grew to love Charlotte and I know you [Arsema] grew to love Lady Danbury.”You can watch the full reel here. India and Corey also made cameos on each other's IG stories, suggesting more QC promo has been in the works this week. Just 45 days to go, kids, and then the show is out. https://preview.redd.it/3770uvmj9zoa1.png?width=591&format=png&auto=webp&s=5f7f4d5af3cf3b2332c77ca8464e2799251e23ec Netflix UK doing what it can to keep the Bridgerton spirit alive God bless whichever intern over at Netflix UK keeps giving Bridgerton little shoutouts on their Instagram page. These are the tiniest crumbs in the world but we will take them. First up, we had a rather familiar face pop up as part of a little dinner party game. https://preview.redd.it/xelu00e1azoa1.png?width=1125&format=png&auto=webp&s=a16031f9bc3f5206c2e3dd6f01120d53001bec66 If I have to choose three to invite to a dinner party, I'll be taking Season 1 Colin, Season 2 Colin and Season 3 Colin, thank you very much. I have to say, as nice as it is to see Colin included, I do think it's hilarious how blatantly out of place he looks alongside everyone else. I'm glad at least one person at Netflix has remembered Season 3 is happening though. It was Mother's Day on Sunday and so Netflix UK decided to celebrate with a tribute to some of its most beloved Netflix mothers. Which Bridgerton mother made the cut, do you think? Surely it was the devoted Bridgerton matriarch herself, Violet Bridgerton, who recieved such an honour? No, it absolutely was not. In the shade of the century, that accolade ended up being given to none other than Portia Featherington. I am cackling. You just know that Violet is out there somewhere absolutely seething. Imagine going through childbirth eight times only to lose out to Portia on Mother's Day. Brutal. https://preview.redd.it/03f25uxuazoa1.png?width=1125&format=png&auto=webp&s=6d501d4cd5ee6ea9af4438049d5bbf98816a41c0 Indeed, it's apparently been a great week all round for Portia Featherington who only this afternoon was once again featured on the same Instagram page. https://preview.redd.it/8c197oc9czoa1.png?width=1125&format=png&auto=webp&s=dc82b2da937412988b88bddb397ecfcfb8a96162 A slightly dodgy caption, but we move. Although, HELLO. Bit weird that this is the exact scene we've been mentioning all week in the Random Rivality game, right? Which one of you works for Netflix UK? Confess now. And also please post endless photos of Colin onto the feed. Thank you. ___ And that's all I've got for you! Does the aim of this post make sense? Is there even any point to me making it? Let me know. I'm just trying to fill the deafening silence of production updates whilst also finding a way to keep up-to-date with what else the cast might be getting up to in the next few months. The title is a bit weird, I grant you. But it was the only thing I could think of and it's stuck in my head now. A little tip of the hat to our dearly-departed Churro Crumbs whilst also hoping to continue some sort of tradition. We're doing what we can to survive these difficult Wilderness Weeks. With love, Obvs x |
2023.03.21 00:44 Erik734 Bins full of Dialogue files?
For one of my jobs, I have over 100 .AIFFs that I need to make frequent use of. ("Tonight at 8", "Tonight at 9"... "Monday at 8", "Monday at 9", etc.) But any time I bring one into a project, I need to mark it as Dialogue and match loudness.
As you might imagine, I make use of several of these in a session. It would streamline my workflow just thatmuch if I could select all these clips in their bins and mark them as Dialogue and match them in advance, so I wouldn't have to do it every time I bring them in. But I can't figure out any place to do that other than the timeline. (And just for good measure, I tried bringing a clip into the timeline, making the adjustments, and putting it into a new bin. The tag and loudness match didn't follow.)
Any hints? Tips?
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As you might imagine, I make use of several of these in a session. It would streamline my workflow just thatmuch if I could select all these clips in their bins and mark them as Dialogue and match them in advance, so I wouldn't have to do it every time I bring them in. But I can't figure out any place to do that other than the timeline. (And just for good measure, I tried bringing a clip into the timeline, making the adjustments, and putting it into a new bin. The tag and loudness match didn't follow.)
Any hints? Tips?
2023.03.21 00:44 Agitated-Resort344 I had a dream someone close to me died, and less than an hour later....they did.
I would say I have had a fair amount of paranormal occurrences happen throughout my life, but this one freaks me out to my core. Before diving into the dream that made me want to post here, I figured I should tell you about the first experience I had where my dream became a reality.
In February of 2020, I had a dream that this girl I knew, I'll call her "Anna," went missing. In 2020, I was a senior in high school, and although I was friends will Anna during my freshman year, she moved before our sophomore year, and we lost contact. I never really thought about her since then, as we weren't super good friends, to begin with, and I didn't follow her on social media.
Now, I do feel like it is important to mention that I don't frequently dream, and if I do, I don't often remember them; so when I do remember them, I am a little out of it the following day as most of the time, they are nightmares or dreams like this.
Anyway, in February 2020, I went to bed after a chill Friday night and had a strange dream. As this was over three years ago, I don't have the best recollection, but I know I did at the time. Now the dream itself was one of the ones that felt like it was real life, except anna was there. I don't remember the exact details of the 'night,' but I know that Anna never made it home and she went missing. I woke up from the dream fairly early in the morning, and I struggled to go back to bed because it felt so real and freaked me out. I spent the next hour or so laying in bed before finally getting up and getting ready for the day. I took my dog out for a walk, and when I returned home, I showered and then scrolled on my phone for a little while. When I opened up Snapchat, I was swiping through my friend's stories when something caught my eye. Anna and I had a mutual friend, "Sophie." In Sophie's story, she posted a missing person flyer—a missing person flyer for Anna.
As soon as I saw it, I started freaking out. I went to see if there was any way that I saw that she had gone missing the day before, and I might have seen it before going to bed, which could have explained why I had a dream about it. However, no posts were made before 9 am regarding the disappearance, and she didn't even go missing until after I was already asleep. For reference, I woke up around 7 am that morning, meaning I could not know beforehand.
This has freaked me out for the last three years, but I have tried to rationalize it many times but keep coming up empty-handed. However, what happened to me just over a week ago scares me even more.
I don't want to go into much detail about the person or how they died, just for privacy purposes, but I'll try to give as much detail as possible. I am a Junior at university, and after a long week of midterms, I decided to indulge in a nice afternoon nap before going out for the night with my friends. I got home around 5 pm and immediately crashed on the couch. During my nap, I dreamed that someone I was close to had passed away.
In the dream, I was visiting the home of this family friend, where their spouse and two children were. In the dream, "Alex" was in the hospital and was on hospice after a long battle with illness. Alex's spouse ("Peyton") and children were at the house, as it was just before visiting hours were ending, and my mother and I were visiting to check in with them and see if there was anything we could do to help them. So I started watching the children as my mom helped Peyton gather a couple of days' worth of stuff they could keep at the hospital, as they figured it would be a few days before they could come back home. I remember Peyton rushing the kids to get to the car so they could get to Alex when the rest of their extended family was there for visiting hours. I never 'went' to the hospital with them, but my mother and I helped tidy up around the house for them and take care of their pets for a little while.
A couple of hours after Peyton and the kids left, all of a sudden, they returned. This was weird because typically, they spent three days (at least) at the hospital before coming home to restock and shower. When they went through the door, Peyton told us that Alex had passed away. Alex had passed away when their family was together, right before visiting hours ended. This is important.
I woke up right after that and was super freaked out. In real life, Alex had been on Hospice since October, and in late February, they were taken to the hospital to help make them more comfortable. Yet, in all that time, I never once dreamed about something like this or Alex at all. As soon as I woke up, I wrote in my notes app, "I just had a dream that "Alex" had passed," and I screenshotted it to get a time stamp, just in case this dream meant anything at all (The time was, 6:46 pm). Needless to say, I didn't go out that night.
The next morning I got a call from my mom, and she said that she needed to tell me something, and at that moment, I knew that Alex had passed away. When she told me what happened, the first thing I asked was, "What time did they pass away?" and she told me Alex passed away at 7:24 pm, less than an hour after I woke up from my dream. Not only was that in itself freaky enough, but when they passed, it was 6 minutes before visiting hours would end, and he passed away with his whole family present.
I don't know if this dream meant anything, but I really just needed to tell someone and see if anyone had a possible explanation for how this might have happened. I also want to say that I have these weird feelings/thoughts a lot about something happening, and a lot of time, they do end up occurring. It can be the most random, insignificant things, but sometimes, they are a little scarier than others. When I say random, I mean random. One time I was driving and was like, "I think my blindspot mirror is going to fall off," and when I shut my car door after arriving at the store, it fell off. Or when I was younger, I was about to turn on a light and thought, "this light is going to burst," and when I finally got the courage to turn it on, it burst.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much about things, but I figured I would share anyway. Also- I want to make it clear Anna is safe and healthy, and she was found a couple of days later, just in case anyone was wondering.
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In February of 2020, I had a dream that this girl I knew, I'll call her "Anna," went missing. In 2020, I was a senior in high school, and although I was friends will Anna during my freshman year, she moved before our sophomore year, and we lost contact. I never really thought about her since then, as we weren't super good friends, to begin with, and I didn't follow her on social media.
Now, I do feel like it is important to mention that I don't frequently dream, and if I do, I don't often remember them; so when I do remember them, I am a little out of it the following day as most of the time, they are nightmares or dreams like this.
Anyway, in February 2020, I went to bed after a chill Friday night and had a strange dream. As this was over three years ago, I don't have the best recollection, but I know I did at the time. Now the dream itself was one of the ones that felt like it was real life, except anna was there. I don't remember the exact details of the 'night,' but I know that Anna never made it home and she went missing. I woke up from the dream fairly early in the morning, and I struggled to go back to bed because it felt so real and freaked me out. I spent the next hour or so laying in bed before finally getting up and getting ready for the day. I took my dog out for a walk, and when I returned home, I showered and then scrolled on my phone for a little while. When I opened up Snapchat, I was swiping through my friend's stories when something caught my eye. Anna and I had a mutual friend, "Sophie." In Sophie's story, she posted a missing person flyer—a missing person flyer for Anna.
As soon as I saw it, I started freaking out. I went to see if there was any way that I saw that she had gone missing the day before, and I might have seen it before going to bed, which could have explained why I had a dream about it. However, no posts were made before 9 am regarding the disappearance, and she didn't even go missing until after I was already asleep. For reference, I woke up around 7 am that morning, meaning I could not know beforehand.
This has freaked me out for the last three years, but I have tried to rationalize it many times but keep coming up empty-handed. However, what happened to me just over a week ago scares me even more.
I don't want to go into much detail about the person or how they died, just for privacy purposes, but I'll try to give as much detail as possible. I am a Junior at university, and after a long week of midterms, I decided to indulge in a nice afternoon nap before going out for the night with my friends. I got home around 5 pm and immediately crashed on the couch. During my nap, I dreamed that someone I was close to had passed away.
In the dream, I was visiting the home of this family friend, where their spouse and two children were. In the dream, "Alex" was in the hospital and was on hospice after a long battle with illness. Alex's spouse ("Peyton") and children were at the house, as it was just before visiting hours were ending, and my mother and I were visiting to check in with them and see if there was anything we could do to help them. So I started watching the children as my mom helped Peyton gather a couple of days' worth of stuff they could keep at the hospital, as they figured it would be a few days before they could come back home. I remember Peyton rushing the kids to get to the car so they could get to Alex when the rest of their extended family was there for visiting hours. I never 'went' to the hospital with them, but my mother and I helped tidy up around the house for them and take care of their pets for a little while.
A couple of hours after Peyton and the kids left, all of a sudden, they returned. This was weird because typically, they spent three days (at least) at the hospital before coming home to restock and shower. When they went through the door, Peyton told us that Alex had passed away. Alex had passed away when their family was together, right before visiting hours ended. This is important.
I woke up right after that and was super freaked out. In real life, Alex had been on Hospice since October, and in late February, they were taken to the hospital to help make them more comfortable. Yet, in all that time, I never once dreamed about something like this or Alex at all. As soon as I woke up, I wrote in my notes app, "I just had a dream that "Alex" had passed," and I screenshotted it to get a time stamp, just in case this dream meant anything at all (The time was, 6:46 pm). Needless to say, I didn't go out that night.
The next morning I got a call from my mom, and she said that she needed to tell me something, and at that moment, I knew that Alex had passed away. When she told me what happened, the first thing I asked was, "What time did they pass away?" and she told me Alex passed away at 7:24 pm, less than an hour after I woke up from my dream. Not only was that in itself freaky enough, but when they passed, it was 6 minutes before visiting hours would end, and he passed away with his whole family present.
I don't know if this dream meant anything, but I really just needed to tell someone and see if anyone had a possible explanation for how this might have happened. I also want to say that I have these weird feelings/thoughts a lot about something happening, and a lot of time, they do end up occurring. It can be the most random, insignificant things, but sometimes, they are a little scarier than others. When I say random, I mean random. One time I was driving and was like, "I think my blindspot mirror is going to fall off," and when I shut my car door after arriving at the store, it fell off. Or when I was younger, I was about to turn on a light and thought, "this light is going to burst," and when I finally got the courage to turn it on, it burst.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much about things, but I figured I would share anyway. Also- I want to make it clear Anna is safe and healthy, and she was found a couple of days later, just in case anyone was wondering.
2023.03.21 00:44 kabneenan I am at my wit's end with my child and their tardiness.
For context, my husband and I leave for work very early in the morning (we both start at 5:30 a.m.). Up until the past month and a half or so, our child has been very good about getting themselves up and to school on time. Then my husband got a call from the principal expressing concern that our child had been late more than 15 times that month.
We hadn't known anything was amiss until her call, aside from a couple of automated calls that they had been marked absent for a couple of days which they explained away as their homeroom teacher forgetting to take attendance. When my husband and I sat our child down to talk to them, they immediately went into defensive mode. They have said nothing is wrong at school, there's no one they're avoiding, etc. Excuses range from "the breakfast line was long" to "I just lost track of time." Any time I try to press a little further (i.e. "if the breakfast line is long, then you need to leave earlier") they completely check out of the conversation.
We've taken away their tablet and phone, but left them with their school laptop which has limited use anyway. At first the electronics were taken away for a week and we had a long discussion about expectations and priorities. The tardiness continued, so we have now taken their electronics for two weeks and now today I got another call while working a double that they were late today, again.
My husband and I don't know what to do. Any constructive comments we give are immediately shot down with excuse after excuse. Ever since the principal called, we have asked daily if they made it to school on time and eventually my husband had them call when they were leaving the house (I work where I don't get cell reception). Just this morning they called at 7:30 on the dot to say they were leaving and when they got home my husband asked if they were at school on time and they said yes.
It's just lie after lie, excuse after excuse and I don't know what to do or even who to ask for help, so I'm here asking if any fellow parents have had similar issues and/or have any suggestions. My sanity thanks you in advance!
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We hadn't known anything was amiss until her call, aside from a couple of automated calls that they had been marked absent for a couple of days which they explained away as their homeroom teacher forgetting to take attendance. When my husband and I sat our child down to talk to them, they immediately went into defensive mode. They have said nothing is wrong at school, there's no one they're avoiding, etc. Excuses range from "the breakfast line was long" to "I just lost track of time." Any time I try to press a little further (i.e. "if the breakfast line is long, then you need to leave earlier") they completely check out of the conversation.
We've taken away their tablet and phone, but left them with their school laptop which has limited use anyway. At first the electronics were taken away for a week and we had a long discussion about expectations and priorities. The tardiness continued, so we have now taken their electronics for two weeks and now today I got another call while working a double that they were late today, again.
My husband and I don't know what to do. Any constructive comments we give are immediately shot down with excuse after excuse. Ever since the principal called, we have asked daily if they made it to school on time and eventually my husband had them call when they were leaving the house (I work where I don't get cell reception). Just this morning they called at 7:30 on the dot to say they were leaving and when they got home my husband asked if they were at school on time and they said yes.
It's just lie after lie, excuse after excuse and I don't know what to do or even who to ask for help, so I'm here asking if any fellow parents have had similar issues and/or have any suggestions. My sanity thanks you in advance!
2023.03.21 00:43 CaliforniaBlueJay420 US Officials Say "Bank deposit outflows continue to stabilize" in remarks to multiple media outlets today - will their stocks recover in the coming weeks? (BULLISH)
"The stabilization of bank outflows has continued into Monday, a US official told reporters during a conference call.
Regulators are closely watching bank deposits as they try to revive confidence in the banking system.
The US official said volatility in the share prices of regional banks has been in no way correlated to deposit outflows.
Uninsured deposit outflows have slowed, stopped or in some cases reversed among all institutions in focus right now, the US official said.
The US official said the administration is staying vigilant but feeling very good about where things stand at the moment in terms of the level of financial resources at these institutions."
Source of comments made to reporters today, March 20, and more info from CNN Business here: https://www.cnn.com/business/live-news/stock-market-credit-suisse-bank-merger-03-20-23/index.html
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Regulators are closely watching bank deposits as they try to revive confidence in the banking system.
The US official said volatility in the share prices of regional banks has been in no way correlated to deposit outflows.
Uninsured deposit outflows have slowed, stopped or in some cases reversed among all institutions in focus right now, the US official said.
The US official said the administration is staying vigilant but feeling very good about where things stand at the moment in terms of the level of financial resources at these institutions."
Source of comments made to reporters today, March 20, and more info from CNN Business here: https://www.cnn.com/business/live-news/stock-market-credit-suisse-bank-merger-03-20-23/index.html
2023.03.21 00:42 Addy1864 Have IUD, no period (3 weeks late, going on 4)
I have the Kyleena IUD, and am coming up on the 5th year of having it. Over the last year or so, I have been getting gradually lighter and shorter periods, but they’ve never stopped completely…until now. However, I haven’t had a period since beginning of February, which concerns me. Here’s why:
About 9 years ago, I lost my period, I was severely undereating for my activity level and broke my foot. I worked hard with a dietitian and therapist to stop restrictive eating and not work out so much. I’ve had regular periods since 2016. I’m currently at a healthy weight, but am worried that I’m at risk for another bone fracture.
I walk 2-4 miles per day due to my job, but make sure to eat a good breakfast, lunch, snack, dinner, and dessert. I bumped up my breakfast to be more substantial because I was crashing around 4-4.5 hours after breakfast and unable to make it till lunchtime (around 5-6 hours after breakfast). In January this year, I started taking 1x/week ballet class and doing 2 short workouts (20-30 minutes) with friends on weekend mornings. I eat a scone with butter after working out as a treat, have chips and crackers whenever I feel like it. My boyfriend says I’ve eaten normally, he hasn’t noticed any changes. If anything sometimes I eat more than him at dinner. My weight has remained stable, I think. I don’t have a scale so I’m going off how clothes fit.
Is the missing period due to my IUD, since apparently Kyleena can cause periods to become lighter or stop? Is it due to unintentionally not eating enough? Trauma-versary? Something else? Help!
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About 9 years ago, I lost my period, I was severely undereating for my activity level and broke my foot. I worked hard with a dietitian and therapist to stop restrictive eating and not work out so much. I’ve had regular periods since 2016. I’m currently at a healthy weight, but am worried that I’m at risk for another bone fracture.
I walk 2-4 miles per day due to my job, but make sure to eat a good breakfast, lunch, snack, dinner, and dessert. I bumped up my breakfast to be more substantial because I was crashing around 4-4.5 hours after breakfast and unable to make it till lunchtime (around 5-6 hours after breakfast). In January this year, I started taking 1x/week ballet class and doing 2 short workouts (20-30 minutes) with friends on weekend mornings. I eat a scone with butter after working out as a treat, have chips and crackers whenever I feel like it. My boyfriend says I’ve eaten normally, he hasn’t noticed any changes. If anything sometimes I eat more than him at dinner. My weight has remained stable, I think. I don’t have a scale so I’m going off how clothes fit.
Is the missing period due to my IUD, since apparently Kyleena can cause periods to become lighter or stop? Is it due to unintentionally not eating enough? Trauma-versary? Something else? Help!
2023.03.21 00:42 alpha_bionics Stock News - "We shouldn't downtalk it because I remember hearing voices like that in 2014, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19 and 20.
"We shouldn't downtalk it because I remember hearing voices like that in 2014, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19 and 20. Access unmatched financial data, news and content in a highly-customised workflow experience on desktop, web and mobile. Plus, we'll have an exclusive rundown of the best investment opportunities in biopharma, health-tech and managed care. "We’ve got two drivers within a point of each other, one win apiece and they are going to be pushing hard in the races to come," he said. "— Yun LiMarkets have yet to price in a recession, and that could mean stocks take a big leg lower from here, according to Cantor Fitzgerald's Eric Johnston. "The Federal Reserve is in a difficult position headed into this week's policy meeting, according to Victor Masotti, director of repo trading at Clear Street. The SPDR Regional Banking ETF (KRE) rose 1% Monday after dropping 14% last week, with PacWest, First Citizens and Fifth Third Bancorp among the names leading the rebound. We’ve won there once I think, back in 2011," he added of next week's Australian GP. I was doing sometimes finals, semis in Cincinnati, playing good but not playing well enough in the semis. "Perez agreed: "I think we did a great job," he said of the race in Jeddah. "Medvedev said he was looking forward to the claycourt season that follows this week's Miami Open, despite not being a big fan of the surface. "Sliding is something that's not easy for me on claycourts," Medvedev said. "Even if it is not great for the show that the same guys win all the time, it's because they've done a good job and we haven't. "I don't know if it's my best weekend so far with the team, but I'm sure Melbourne will be even better. "These data could have – and should have – been shared three years ago," said WHO Director Tedros Adhanom Ghebreyesus. "I’ve definitely never seen a car so fast," Mercedes' seven-times world champion Lewis Hamilton told reporters after finishing fifth in Jeddah. "The FBI has for quite some time now assessed that the origins of the pandemic are most likely a potential lab incident in Wuhan," Wray told Fox News. That's actually disappointing," Medvedev said. "We continue to call on China to be transparent in sharing data, and to conduct the necessary investigations and share the results. "Traders now are pricing in a 77% chance of a quarter-point rate hike when the Fed wraps its two-day policy meeting on Wednesday, according to CME Group's FedWatch tool. - Alpha AI
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2023.03.21 00:41 Accomplished_Ad6739 Good Mythical Morning 🌅 #shorts
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2023.03.21 00:39 breakdancingmidget Small but important moment for me.
I've battled with severe clinical depression my entire adult life. Suicide has always been ever present as a probable option for me. Especially over the last several years. I've always had it planned out completely for when that day comes. The where and when and the how. I've also had pre written suicide notes for my loved ones to convey my feelings to them as well as apologize for what i chose to do. This morning i tore all of those notes up and it felt like a weight was lifted. I'm not sure why but i think the idea of having a set plan with all the details ready to go was almost keeping me in that dark place. Throwing those notes away disrupts that plan which I'm figuring out is a good thing. Maybe it will help change my outlook long term and maybe it's just a momentary reprieve. Either way, I'm proud. Nobody in my personal life knows about this so i thought i would post here as an outlet.
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2023.03.21 00:38 newsu1 A World Full of Kindness: Imagine the Possibilities - By Newsu
Of how we can make each day bright and clear. It's all about love, kindness, and grace, The values that guide us to a better place.
Imagine a world where everyone's kind, Where love is the language we all have in mind. Where we help each other with a smile and a nod, And we lift each other up, instead of applaud.
Each morning we wake up with a heart full of light, Ready to spread joy, and make everything right. We listen to others with empathy and care, And we do what we can to help them repair.
When someone's down, we offer a hand, We sit with them, and help them understand, That life is tough, but we're in this together, And we'll get through it, with faith and endeavor.
We treat each other with respect and love, And we thank the Lord for blessings above. We're grateful for every little thing, And we celebrate the joy that it brings.
So let's make each day a little bit easier, For ourselves, and for those around us, dear sir. Let's spread love, kindness, and grace, And let's live in a world that's a happier place.
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Imagine a world where everyone's kind, Where love is the language we all have in mind. Where we help each other with a smile and a nod, And we lift each other up, instead of applaud.
Each morning we wake up with a heart full of light, Ready to spread joy, and make everything right. We listen to others with empathy and care, And we do what we can to help them repair.
When someone's down, we offer a hand, We sit with them, and help them understand, That life is tough, but we're in this together, And we'll get through it, with faith and endeavor.
We treat each other with respect and love, And we thank the Lord for blessings above. We're grateful for every little thing, And we celebrate the joy that it brings.
So let's make each day a little bit easier, For ourselves, and for those around us, dear sir. Let's spread love, kindness, and grace, And let's live in a world that's a happier place.
2023.03.21 00:38 Cygnia 30 [M4F] AEST Australia/Online - Searching for that special someone. Open to LDRs
Hey, hello, and hi. As you can probably tell from the title, I'm searching for a genuine connection with someone. Ideally looking to form a relationship, something long-term, with ongoing conversation that lasts more than a single day, and I don’t mind what timezone you’re in, so if you like the idea of conversing with someone who will check what time it is where you are and send you good morning messages regardless of timezone, I’m your man!
A little bit about myself:
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A little bit about myself:
- I was born in England but I now live in Australia.
- I'm a massive nerd with a penchant for games, cartoons, tabletop rpgs, and practically anything sci-fi or fantasy.
- I'm a big fan of music, mainly metal and its various subgenres, but I do like to branch out into a bit of electronic stuff from time to time.
- I'm a cat person, and I have one very old and very lovely cat.
- I'm a bit of a homebody, I much prefer quiet nights in to crazy nights out...and that's all I can think of at the moment.
2023.03.21 00:38 AdEnvironmental9618 Stupid Silly Breakup Question
I (21) recently broke up with my boyfriend (21) and instantly regretted it.
He was an amazing person and treated me very well. I pushed him away because I was depressed. I tend to do this a lot.
The next morning I told myself I would leave him alone and try fix this issue. I'm now going to therapy and confiding in my close friends and family which will hopefully eventually help.
We have been speaking on the phone for a bit, mostly because I wanted him to know he did nothing wrong and apologise for what I did.
He said something along the lines of being happy to wait until we're both in the right head space to make a relationship work, if that will take days, weeks or months, and that I am the only person he wants to be with.
He then says I can message him anytime and take all the time I need to concentrate on my mental health and figure out why I have broken up with him (and all my past partners) numerous times, impulsively and rudely for no reason.
I'm wondering if, in your opinion, he is just trying to soften things because he knows I am depressed at the moment or if he is being genuine?
I'm confused because before these messages, he messaged me saying it's not healthy for us to be together at the moment and that he can't pretend like nothing happened (the recent breakup). He also thinks it's good for me to be single while I work on my mental health. I know I hurt him a lot so maybe he doesn't want to give too much away?
I understand that I should be focusing on getting better, and if that means months and we both move on, then what does it matter, but I'm just curious if he means what he says or if he is trying to be nice in order not to hurt me.
(He definitely isn't stringing me along. He isn't that kind of guy. All of my friends are close friends with him and everyone knows him as the honest really nice guy.)
Thanks for your replies in advance! And sorry for the silly question, I know there are bigger issues in the world but it's nice to hear an outsider's opinion.
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He was an amazing person and treated me very well. I pushed him away because I was depressed. I tend to do this a lot.
The next morning I told myself I would leave him alone and try fix this issue. I'm now going to therapy and confiding in my close friends and family which will hopefully eventually help.
We have been speaking on the phone for a bit, mostly because I wanted him to know he did nothing wrong and apologise for what I did.
He said something along the lines of being happy to wait until we're both in the right head space to make a relationship work, if that will take days, weeks or months, and that I am the only person he wants to be with.
He then says I can message him anytime and take all the time I need to concentrate on my mental health and figure out why I have broken up with him (and all my past partners) numerous times, impulsively and rudely for no reason.
I'm wondering if, in your opinion, he is just trying to soften things because he knows I am depressed at the moment or if he is being genuine?
I'm confused because before these messages, he messaged me saying it's not healthy for us to be together at the moment and that he can't pretend like nothing happened (the recent breakup). He also thinks it's good for me to be single while I work on my mental health. I know I hurt him a lot so maybe he doesn't want to give too much away?
I understand that I should be focusing on getting better, and if that means months and we both move on, then what does it matter, but I'm just curious if he means what he says or if he is trying to be nice in order not to hurt me.
(He definitely isn't stringing me along. He isn't that kind of guy. All of my friends are close friends with him and everyone knows him as the honest really nice guy.)
Thanks for your replies in advance! And sorry for the silly question, I know there are bigger issues in the world but it's nice to hear an outsider's opinion.
2023.03.21 00:37 idontEATmyownshit My Hawaiian Palm is dying please help :(
 | I got this palm about two months ago and it had some good growth in the first month. I had to leave it in someone else's care for a week and I told them they should just mist the leaves lightly in the morning and not water it. I came back to see that new leaves were becoming mushy at the stem and dying. I let it dry for about 2 weeks after I came back and watered it two days ago because the soil was very dry. Now the leaves are all yellowing at an alarming rate and I'm kind of freaking out. How can I help my buddy? submitted by idontEATmyownshit to plantclinic [link] [comments] |
2023.03.21 00:36 Former-Reflection-77 Sending an apology to an old friend
Hi! I’m wrestling with something and would like some advice.
When I was a teenager, I had a brief romantic relationship with my best friend. Prior to things turning romantic, this person was truly my best friend. I’ve been blessed with many long lasting, close friendships but this was unlike anything I have ever experienced since. Things turned romantic during a particularly dark period in both of our lives, and we were each other’s first queer experience. Prior to that, we had not been out.
I was 18, my best friend was a few years older, both of us were in terrible mental health. I really began to spiral into a hateful space of jealousy and codependency. We broke up, and my bad behavior made that even more painful — we were unable to remain in contact because I was so unwell.
Over a decade has gone by. I think about this person frequently and want so badly to reach out and make a good apology. I don’t know if they’d be interested in a renewed friendship, and I have no interest in anything romantic because I’m in a relationship.
Today I finally wrote out an apology letter explaining my regret and how special their friendship had been to me. I wonder: should I send it?
I don’t want to dredge up a painful past if they’ve moved on, but I do want them to know how truly sorry I am for my behavior. And, if I’m really honest, I’m curious if we could mend things into a friendship.
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When I was a teenager, I had a brief romantic relationship with my best friend. Prior to things turning romantic, this person was truly my best friend. I’ve been blessed with many long lasting, close friendships but this was unlike anything I have ever experienced since. Things turned romantic during a particularly dark period in both of our lives, and we were each other’s first queer experience. Prior to that, we had not been out.
I was 18, my best friend was a few years older, both of us were in terrible mental health. I really began to spiral into a hateful space of jealousy and codependency. We broke up, and my bad behavior made that even more painful — we were unable to remain in contact because I was so unwell.
Over a decade has gone by. I think about this person frequently and want so badly to reach out and make a good apology. I don’t know if they’d be interested in a renewed friendship, and I have no interest in anything romantic because I’m in a relationship.
Today I finally wrote out an apology letter explaining my regret and how special their friendship had been to me. I wonder: should I send it?
I don’t want to dredge up a painful past if they’ve moved on, but I do want them to know how truly sorry I am for my behavior. And, if I’m really honest, I’m curious if we could mend things into a friendship.