Hey everybody, I hope you all are doing well and staying safe!
First off, I just want to say I'm sorry for making such a strange post because I know this is a really strange topic, but I don't really have anyone else to talk about this with, so I hope this is okay with you all. Thanks to everyone who reads this.
I met a professor earlier this school year, and she's been a really amazing person. She's so sweet and compassionate, and we get along extremely well. My time at my new university since I've transferred has been really rough with a lot of horrible things happening in my life, and her classes and our conversations during office hours have really helped me make it through.
I know this is horrible, and I am trying my best to work past these feelings since I know it's not right, so I'm really sorry about this, but I began to develop a huge crush on her because of how nice she was and how much we have in common, and I am saying goodbye to her today because she got tenure at another school. I'm so happy for her because she's really wanted this, and I can't think of anyone else more deserving. Yet, as much as I'm happy as I am for her, the selfish part of me is so scared to say goodbye to her, especially because I've experienced a lot of regret since transferring to my new university, and she really helped me at least be able to accept the fact that I'm here since I was lucky to meet her.
I like to believe that saying goodbye is just another chance to open up the possibility of saying hello to people, and I've said goodbye to so many people that I feel like this should come naturally, but ironically, it sometimes seems like it gets harder as it goes. Life can be funny like that, can't it?
I just wish the best for her and really hope she gets to live her best life! Ultimately, I just want the people in my life to be really happy, even if it means I have to be out of their lives. Thank you all so much for letting me get this off my chest. I hope you all have a great day/night!

A little info, The staff claims Mojang/Microsoft have personally looked at their store and deemed them to be within the EULA, bs but if you say something they will straight up ban you. You can also "donate" a min of $200usd to one of the owners when he streams, and you get a "stream item" something with thorns 1000, Sharp 100, and so on, sooo op that its impossible to compete. The club ranks are allowed to bully and harass players without ranks and don't even get a warning. The club ranks also can get away with other rule breaking. like duping, was once a player with the $900+ club rank and a player with a middle rank, both were duping together, middle rank for a perm ban while the club rank got a 1 day ban. Staff is all also complete power hungry shits. An admin once ignored my claim protection so he could kill me while I was on my claim just so he could collect a bounty.
20ReplyShare📷level 2revot15· 1y ago
Lmfao
8ReplyShare📷level 3Odd_Connection9808· 1y ago
Nah bro you are just captain the performium server is fine all those things you just said are lies if u dont like the server then leave and if u got banned it is for a reason
1ReplyShare📷level 2ShinySnorlaxFloatie· 1y ago
I agree this server needs to go down but isn't the owner a decent coder? Seems thet are playing it rough and safe. Idk if there is a dupe glitch to abuse?
6ReplyShare📷level 3MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
He claims he is, but from things in game I think alot of the codes are copy and paste or bought elsewhere. Like the mystery boxes are a straight up copy of Hypixels. I had a friend join me on Hypixel from there and they couldn't believe how many things were the exact same. and RGA/staffs response when questioned before they ban...."Performiun was first"
6ReplyShare📷level 4ShinySnorlaxFloatie· 1y ago
Hypixel has had that stuff since what 2014-5? I honestly doubt that. I forget if that code is on their github?
3ReplyShare📷level 1Jd-gamer65· 1y ago
Wait, isn't this the server that Doni Bobes plays on? Didn't know it was p2w, geez.
11ReplyShare📷level 2MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
He is part owner of this server. Along with RGA
13ReplyShare📷level 3Jd-gamer65· 1y ago
Aw, fuck. Guess I'm unsubbing.
13ReplyShare📷level 2MrCyberdragon· 1y ago
Yeah, I used to like Doni and RGA, they were legit funny. But I knew something was up when RGA started making rant vids ordering people not to hack on their servers and don't you dare just VPN and alt around an IP ban "it ruins it for everyone". Didn't know it was this bad, RIP. Will never watch again.
1ReplyShare📷level 1thedudenamedray· 1y ago
Yo this server uses that fake player plugin to make it look like they have a bunch of people playing. Mods claim it’s people playing mini games lmao.
12ReplyShare📷level 1turtle_mekb· 1y ago
"vpn whitelist", that's just bullshit, you have to pay if you don't want to give them your ip, (or use a private proxy which is what i'm doing soon)
8ReplyShare📷level 2MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
They used to straight up ban people that would join with a vpn, it was like an auto server thing. You'd see people asking why they were banned all the time in their discord. And it was all because their vpn was active.
5ReplyShare📷level 3turtle_mekb· 1y ago
that's actual bullshit, straight up banning them, like bruh if everyone complains that they got banned for that all the time, just kick them instead. imagine some kid wanting to join their favourite server, not knowing what a vpn, but their friend used it on their computer for something else, getting straight up banned for no reason and not knowing what they did wrong. or what if the vpn ip list thing they used, what if it had a false positive and i get banned without a vpn
2ReplyShare📷level 4MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
There were several kids asking in the servers discord why they got banned. They said they joined and the server immediately banned them. Reason was vpn. Kids would say they don't have one, don't know that is etc...and staff was always like "maybe its your service provider" was so dumb. Then they put this in the webstore...
3ReplyShare📷level 5turtle_mekb· 1y ago
so they just ban people for that without reason, mods are completely useless, like bruh why can't you just unban them if they don't know what they did
1ReplyShare📷level 6MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
The "unban team" is complete shit. Many times you can't even appeal cause they will also ban you from their forums. You appeal the ban, the staff has their own rules, says no and will close the ticket without even letting you respond
3ReplyShare📷level 1AdamRawlyk· 1y ago
Bruh you can even buy those ranks permanently either… you have to get it like a fucking subscription service?!?! FFS XD
7ReplyShare📷level 2Tinyzooseven· 1y ago
Like $200 a month is absolutely insane, rather buy a new pc every few months or an xbox series s like every month
10ReplyShare📷level 3AdamRawlyk· 1y ago
You could literally put that in a savings account and set up for retirement XD
5ReplyShare📷level 2MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
The clubs all have the same commands at rank. Gold = Iron rank, and so on. A few extra commands at the top 3 and with Diamond, Vip, and MVP you get 2-3 hour early access to new servers (getting claims nearest spawn) and a screenshot in game with RGA...lmao
5ReplyShare📷level 3AdamRawlyk· 1y ago
Excuse my french… but what a fucking scam XD
6ReplyShare📷level 4MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
I know right. I had someone gift me a diamond rank once for some unknown reason. So cringe in the "private discord" you get too with those ranks. You also get perks like the gems with these ranks, but you have to buy them a very specific way or you don't get them. I didn't get the I think it was 2,500 gems when I was gifted the rank, I asked the support/owner and they said it was purchased a way that I wasn't entitled to the gems.
5ReplyShare📷level 5AdamRawlyk· 1y ago
Ok, that’s literally a scam. If you purchase something. You should get the thing you purchased, no?
Like you wouldn’t go into a physical store, buy a game. And they take out the disc and say “you can’t actually have the game cuz you didn’t buy it right” like come on! XD
1ReplyShare📷level 6MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
It was like you buy with a gift card, you don't get everything like you would if you bought with a credit card.
2ReplyShare📷level 1minecraft_min604· 1y ago
all i can say is on tf2 theres a vip where u can use op guns and other commands but only for fun. however, the have a rule in which if youre caught abusing them, vip is gone and no refund. this on the other hand, seems to cater to those who abuse vip or whatever this is
5ReplyShare📷level 2joonasky82· 1y ago
team fortress 2? cause if that's what you're talking about I'll tell you why all of that is wrong, except the guns part lol it's been 5 years
1ReplyShare📷level 1Avaneesh_Naik· 1y ago
Doni bobes... UNSUBSCRIBED
4ReplyShare📷level 1CookieDoughKat· 1y ago· edited 1y ago
Using a throwaway account for safety issues:
Used to be a moderator for this server back in 2019-2020; A player had been heavily harassing me for a week and saying horribly inappropriate things towards me in voice chats and private dms
Reported it to a Sr Mod for help and they brought it up higher ups and an Owner said it wasn't their issue and to just tell me to block them. Didn't find out until months later when another Sr. Moderator had been talking about it to a different moderator who had brought it up to me.
I left the team and regretted it for some stupid reason - and sent them a support ticket apologizing for everything and mentioned to an Admin that I had felt issues weren't looked into and they threw it down again - When I told people - they posted my support ticket publicly and told everyone that I never reported any harrassers and was being a "drama queen".
Super happy this server is being posted in here.
3ReplyShare📷level 2MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
I believe I remember who you are and I remember how awful this was to read in the discord and how it was handled from what was told publicly. I'm sorry you went through this.
1ReplyShare📷level 1lolitstrain21· 1y ago
Holy shit MVP for a year is 950 dollars? What the fuck. Let's get to destroying it.
2ReplyShare📷level 2MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
the webstore lists the rank as having everything the same as the highest "normal rank" but also says this in the description. "Direct access to lead the community with this prestigious Rank!"
2ReplyShare📷level 1MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
little update, since post went up they turned on some sort of super slow chunkloading, causing the entire server to load like they hosting from some Walmart hotspot.
2ReplyShare📷level 1Outside-Return1737· 1m ago
I know this is an old post but, i just got perm banned for extreme hate speech because i said i was gay once and apologized for not knowing gay was a banned word
2ReplyShare📷level 2MessageMany5967OP· 1m ago
I got permed banned for saying they got the "discount server package" because it lagged so hard.
2ReplyShare📷level 1ComradeKerbal· 1y ago
Thats bad also what versions is it?
1ReplyShare📷level 2MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
last I played it was 1.17 but I'd imagine they have a 1.18 server. That's what they do, wait a while when a new version is released. Then release a new server and immediately stop support for the older version. Except for people who pay money to transfer items from old server to new server. Think it's like $20 for each "op" weapon and armor piece.
3ReplyShare📷level 1Ok_Stand_4948· 4m ago
People's lives are dependent upon this game and rga has a family people have to eat and be clothed he's got to pay the bills somehow
0ReplyShare📷level 2MessageMany5967OP· 4m ago
lmao thanks for this laugh...go worship Rga some more lmao...sad
1ReplyShare📷level 1AlgorithmScent· 1y ago
You need ranks to tpa? Why? Another thing. This server is protected to hell and back because a YouTuber owns it. What the fuck
1ReplyShare📷level 1lolitstrain21· 1y ago
We should make a lag machine or something
1ReplyShare📷level 1VirginViper· 1y ago
I believe that them using Valves Cosmetic Crate Icons is actual fucking copyright
1ReplyShare📷level 2MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
oh shit I just saw that, straight up copy and paste
2ReplyShare📷level 1Nathator97· 1y ago
i think this server is about to take a huge L
1ReplyShare📷level 1Kirrmeet· 1y ago
/fly is only usable in hub but still p2w tho
1ReplyShare📷level 2MessageMany5967OP· 1y ago
it's not, you buy it you can use it on all the servers.
2ReplyShare📷level 1Funny_Entrepreneur17· 1y ago
had to make a throw away account so i could post this safely he does make his own plugins, some of them at least, and after working for him for 7 years i can honestly say he is the worst to work with. i wouldnt say its pay to win but RGA is pay to much to have fun, this isnt his only server as well. he own a skyblocknetwork as well. hes been called out for years for padding player count, and spoofing votes to get it higher on vote sites. there is so much i could go into in all my time working there
i worked with him through 2 S.A/ grooming cases that were swept under the rug and watched as a discord admin was harassed by one of the "co-owners" GF at the time. Don't get me wrong the Discord admin was kinda a bitch, but for RGA to let the Berry Admin make war against them and tell them to Commit Sewer slide was a little terrible. it ended with the discord admin leaving the server. not sure where they are now but i hope they got help after that.RGA doesnt give a shit about his staff and what happens on the team, he instead leaves that up to "admins" while he is off making fake hacker videos and fake troll videos.
1ReplyShare📷level 2MzzteryRose· 1y ago
I usually linger without talking but since you mentioned me I thought I should. Your right I was kinda a bitch, sorry for that. I was going through some shite at the time id rather not bring to light again. I did end up getting help, I really needed it and being pushed where I was ended up being the final sign.
1ReplyShare📷level 1Mother-Art8247· 1y ago
Agree, It's a pay 2 win server and it's hard to dupe or hack on it.

Hey everybody, I hope you all are doing well and staying safe!
First off, I just want to say I'm sorry for making such a strange post because I know this is a really strange topic, but I don't really have anyone else to talk about this with, so I hope this is okay with you all. Thanks to everyone who reads this.
I met a professor earlier this school year, and she's been a really amazing person. She's so sweet and compassionate, and we get along extremely well. My time at my new university since I've transferred has been really rough with a lot of horrible things happening in my life, and her classes and our conversations during office hours have really helped me make it through.
I know this is horrible, and I am trying my best to work past these feelings since I know it's not right, so I'm really sorry about this, but I began to develop a huge crush on her because of how nice she was and how much we have in common, and I am saying goodbye to her today because she got tenure at another school. I'm so happy for her because she's really wanted this, and I can't think of anyone else more deserving. Yet, as much as I'm happy as I am for her, the selfish part of me is so scared to say goodbye to her.
I like to believe that saying goodbye is just another chance to open up the possibility of saying hello to people, and I've said goodbye to so many people that I feel like this should come naturally, but ironically, it sometimes seems like it gets harder as it goes. Life can be funny like that, can't it?
Thank you all so much for letting me get this off my chest. I hope you all have a great day/night!

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Happy Friday to all of our beloved music community 🔊👨‍🍳🔥🍔🌭
With Memorial Day paying its respects and the grand entrance of Summer imminent, what better way to celebrate the vibrant days and balmy evenings than with a sizzling backyard barbecue? Picture this: the tantalizing aroma of grilled delights wafting through the air, laughter, and chatter filling the atmosphere as friends and family gather around. To make this experience even more unforgettable, we want to turn up the heat with our bi-weekly playlist theme: Backyard Barbecue!
But hold on, we need your help too. We want to hear your go-to tunes when you're manning the grill or indulging in mouthwatering bites. Whether it's a classic rock anthem that gets the grill fired up or a laid-back jam that perfectly complements the relaxed summer vibes, share your favorite barbecue songs with us in the comments!
Let's make this playlist a collective masterpiece of sizzling beats and melodies that marinate the airwaves of your backyard barbecue with sonic splendor.
"Barbecue may not be the road to world peace, but it's a start." - Anthony Bourdain
Starting at 3 PM EST every other Friday, we will be hosting an event where you can comment song suggestions that you feel fit to a specific theme. After the duration of the event ends, we will then post the completed playlist of all of your suggested songs!
Last week’s theme: Rainy Day Reverie
As always, have fun, be creative, and keep listening.
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Happy Friday to all of our beloved music community 🔊👨‍🍳🔥🍔🌭
With Memorial Day paying its respects and the grand entrance of Summer imminent, what better way to celebrate the vibrant days and balmy evenings than with a sizzling backyard barbecue? Picture this: the tantalizing aroma of grilled delights wafting through the air, laughter, and chatter filling the atmosphere as friends and family gather around. To make this experience even more unforgettable, we want to turn up the heat with our bi-weekly playlist theme: Backyard Barbecue!
But hold on, we need your help too. We want to hear your go-to tunes when you're manning the grill or indulging in mouthwatering bites. Whether it's a classic rock anthem that gets the grill fired up or a laid-back jam that perfectly complements the relaxed summer vibes, share your favorite barbecue songs with us in the comments!
Let's make this playlist a collective masterpiece of sizzling beats and melodies that marinate the airwaves of your backyard barbecue with sonic splendor.
"Barbecue may not be the road to world peace, but it's a start." - Anthony Bourdain
Starting at 3 PM EST every other Friday, we will be hosting an event where you can comment song suggestions that you feel fit to a specific theme. After the duration of the event ends, we will then post the completed playlist of all of your suggested songs!
Last week’s theme: Rainy Day Reverie
As always, have fun, be creative, and keep listening.
Check Out Our Free Music Conversion Tool Over At Cassette.Tech!

I went on a late night drive yesterday and it was so much fun. The empty roads and clear skies make one of the best combination ever. Do you go on night drives or walk often? What makes you happy? What about night shower or baths?
Also I recently watched run on Netflix and it was a good one imo before that I watched The last black man in San Francisco. What kind of stuff do you watch or listen to??
I love watching it rain from the window of my room, especially when we have thunderstorms and lightning, it just makes it better.
Also do you guys have any embarrassing or funny stories to share? Like I slipped on ice three times and it was embarrassing lol once was when I got out of the bus and slipped right away . So I’m wondering if anyone else would like to share their funny moments haha.
Anyways I love nature and animals and birds. I wanna see a tiger from up close, I wanna hold an eagle or at least try to cause they’re sooo huge. Wby? What do you have on your bucket list? Has it become so big that it’s become a well-list 😂. Well that sounded funny in my head. Also I love horror and crime movies. Although I watch all genres but those are my favourite. Not a big reader but I try sometimes. If weather permits I go play tennis in the summer. So yea I’m just looking to chat with some interesting people and talk about interesting things or dumb things or whatever lol . You’re free to talk about anything . Everyone’s welcome

I'm new here , sorry if this doesn't belong here. I just found out that my mental health problems beside cptsd is also autism. I'm not sure how to feel . So I'm hoping maybe I can find support here because I'm kinda shocked. So I was told to buy certain things that make sensory better. First question is how do I find specific socks and make loud noise and being around people easier? Thank you for listening to my weird awkwardness. Happy Friday!